Been super inactive, and just needed to vent somewhere where I know people most likely won’t see.
I’ve been hit by the baby bug so hard again recently. I’m broody to a whole new level. As someone who hardly ever remembers dreams it’s very odd that I’ve had loads recently, all involving a pregnancy. Honestly it leaves me thinking about babies all day afterwards.
I’m not exactly in a place to have a baby right now, I’m about to start in a new job, which sure will give me a lot more financial security, but wouldn’t exactly be the best timing. And with it being fixed term Mat leave wouldn’t be an option. We’re also saving for a wedding and a house, so money needs to be put to one side. I also really want to be able to go away and enjoy a honeymoon, just us two, and were not planning on having the wedding for around 4 years.
But in my heart I know I want a baby. Despite my head saying it needs to be years down the line I don’t want to listen, I just want one now. It also doesn’t help knowing I’m probably more limited on time than most women based on my families medical history, and the closer I get to 30 the more difficult it will be. I really don’t want to be told that I can’t carry my own children, I want to be able to experience it all. And I’m not against adoption or anything, I just want to be able to carry my own child.
Honestly some days I just want to go to the clinic and have them take my coil out there and then. As stupid as that is it’s something I want.
I know some day we’ll be in a place to have babies, I just hope it’s not to late when we’re financially ready.
Had my feedback session. Lots of positives and lots of edits to do as well. But I have a good workable story and my biggest task is to refine 6 parts of 9 so there’s space to add location stuff. Then a lot of punctuation fixing which I was expecting. AND I was the first in my group to do a completed first draft. I’ve left my meeting feeling extremely positive and I have the time to edit it down to where it needs to be
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#uniwork #CreativeWriting #dissertation #portfolio #sohappy #writing #mastersdegree (at Keele University)
I think we should all celebrate by taking a moment to appreciate Robert Pattinson’s attitude and I’m laughing so much right now.
JUST ALL THAT HE IS.
I mean
LOOK
Robert Pattinson’s ‘Twilight’ commentary.
I just
I’m going to miss this
the last twilight movie came out in 2012. it is now 2018. i just want to know who the hell reblogged this 6 year old post onto my dash. because i love you
It actually made me go from hating the actors to loving them once I realized they thought the books and movies were as shitty as I thought they were
chris hemsworth without a beard looks like a funsion of every other vaguely attractive male actor. underwhelming. chris hemsworth WITH a beard could power eight suns through his raw sexual power
Does anyone else remember the story about that poor lesbian who came out to her mother and her mother cried and said “it’s all that damn Keira Knightley’s fault, I knew I shouldn’t have let you watch pride and prejudice as a child” because I’m really feeling that now
